You are not alone...

I've been MIA from my blog for the past few days but the recent events have me here with a lot on my mind.  I'll get straight to the point. I am in totally in shock about the death of Michael Jackson. I feel like I lost a family member. No, I did not know Michael personally but I feel like I knew him. I grew up listening and dancing to Michaels music. My first crush was on MJ, the Thriller album cover just made my heart melt.  I even had the Michael Jackson thriller "pleather" jacket not one but two. lol  I would be lying if I said that I have not shed several tears over the fact that Michael is no longer with us. I have listened to Man in the Mirror so many times yesterday and today and the tears just start flowing.  This man was phenomenal. He touched so many people in so many ways. Despite all the controversy, Michael could do no wrong in my eyes. I will remember MJ for his accomplishments and positivity and not the few bumps in the road that he encountered on his road to super stardom. What really got to me was hearing my mom cry over phone...she's only a few months older than Michael, so I can imagine how this has affected her in so many ways.  Yes MJ lead what seemed to be a sheltered life but why did he? I honestly can't blame him, this world can be so cruel at times. I know there are many who are going through the same motions as I am, I know that I am not alone.  Stay tuned...